Last 12 months in a jiffy

My blog completes one year today and a lot of things have changed in these 12 months. My life has changed completely and I am a much mature person today. I have seen both highs and lows in these 12 months and have identified my true friends in the course.
This post is to specially thank my loved ones – my family and my friends without whose support I would not have been able to write this post.
So here I go in my poetic style :

Din beete, beet beet ke saal hue..
Sardi garmi barish, sab mein hum behaal hue..
Kuch log hassa ke gaye.. kuch ankhein kar lal gaye..
Unche neeche ke is khel mein, 12 mahine saal hue..
Jab unchayi ayi to mendak ake sang baith gaye..
Barish ke ate hi mendak uchal ke us par hue..
Is saare khel mein, gulabi neele laal hue..
Par ab nayi subah hai ayi..humne ab ye jana hai..
Kauwo ki is bheed mein.. hanso ko pehchana hai..
Moti jaisa ye jeevan pa kar hum dhanwan hue..
Din beete, beet beet ke saal hue..

Thoda complicated hai as usual.. :p

N hey Merry Xmas to all.. 🙂

Aj main upar

Aj main upar

Asmaan neeche..

Aj main aagey..

Zamana hai peeche..

In a fantastic mood today..

So post is just going to be very different from my usual style..

Hinglish on the rolls..!!

More fun to follow..

My blog completes 1 year tomorrow..

But a lot of things have changed in these 12 months..

But my true friends have stood by me through thick and thin..

Love you my friends..

And off course my family..

Winters are here again..

It is december and winters are here again..
Not that it is something new to me..
But my best gift is not with me anymore..
The gift dearest to every kid in this world..
Is nothing else, but dearest mom..
Mom knows you best and mom knows you all..
N you know it best, when you dont have her with you..
Those of you reading this, please hug your mom tight..
Because she is the best thing in this world..

Sometimes in life..

Sometimes in life we do not realize the importance of little things which come free. The loving smile of mother, warm hug of father, tips of grandmother, tricks of brother, fight with best friend; all come free! Take out time for your family, friends and even your hobby. Who knows, you may meet some one for last time today. Who knows it may be your last day today. Mind what you say, mind whom you say. Give respect, share love and stay in peace.

sad to note

sad to note that
someone whom you consider dear to
someone who says
you are dear to
vanishes away
like a smoke
at time when you need
support love affection
but that is not all
you get the blame
you get the curse
n you get bad words
at a time when your dearest gift
is away from u forever
not even sympathy..
you get only silence..
Thank God You are there
at least I can say something to you quietly
deep hurt I am from inside.
but pleasure to those who love to hurt
n pleasure to me who loves to forgive.
Amen.

some times it happens – poem

sometimes it happens..
you need your loved ones..
and they leave you alone..
sometimes it happens..
you beg for mercy..
and people are cruel to you..
sometimes it happens..
you want to make up..
but be your bad luck..
others want to break up..
sometimes it happens..
you tell the truth..
but in spite of your tears..
no one trusts you..
sometimes it happens..
you appear bold to others..
but deep inside..
you need a hug..
sometimes it happens..
you want to cry..
but you don’t get a shoulder..
you don’t get your mother’s lap..
sometimes it happens..
you want to share..
but your best friend..
is not there…
sometimes it happens..
you get surprised..
as those support you..
who never did before..
sometimes it happens..
life is so strange..
you feel the gap..
but you cant help..
sometimes it happens..
there is so much enthusiasm around..
but you want to cry..
sometimes it happens..
you want to talk..
you want to hear..
but there are no calls..
sometimes it happens..
you are so bad..
and good people..
become bad to you..
sometimes it happens..
you want to write..
but words don’t come easily..
sometimes it happens..

Thank You God

Thank you God for giving me another year to spend with my loved ones. You have been so kind to me. You give me strength to face all odds. I know this is my testing time. So God please keep your grace on me like always. I don’t have any complaints with you.  I know you love her as much as you love me. You have to take care of her and protect her against all evils. Make her smile as you make me so everyday. Give her energy as you do to me. I love you God.

Kisi ne bina khanjar ke.. khun mera aisa kiya hindi poem..

Kisi ne bina khanjar ke.. khun mera aisa kiya..

Katra katra beh gaya.. ashq bharne se pehle..

Thukraya jisne mujhko aj.. Ye na socha usne kabhi..

Kasmei Wadey ki hum na honge juda.. bhul gaya..

Itna sitam mujh par aj tak kisi ne dhaya nahi..

Ruh tak dard se meri haye kaap gayi..

Ilzam tujhe bhi kya du.. Katil kahu ya mustafa kahu

Tune ye na socha tha.. ki katl jiska karne chala..

Wo to waise hi bin zehar tha mar raha..

Yon to mere ghavo par char chand laga diye..

Kya kahu tujhe main sanam..

Garz mujhe iska hai..Ki tu mujhe samajh na saka..

Kash is chamde ke peeche dil mein jhaka hota zara..

Jhaakta to dikhta tab tujhe kitna dard .. kitna pyar tha..

Jo hai kaaton ki tarha dil mein chubh raha abhi..

Par tu koi gair nahi.. Tujhko maine jana hai..

Tujhe hi mana hai.. Main maaf karne se nahi darti tujhe..

Par tune dard se mar dala ab mujhe..

Hosh mein jab tu ayega..

Tab shayad tu payega..

Wo jo apna tha kabhi..

Aj kaha kho gaya..

 

 

 

 

 

I am sorry ma

You brought me up in the warmth of your hands..
You stood with me through all colored life bands..
You gave me food, you gave me strength..
You gave me unconditional love which doesn’t have length..
You forgave me for every bad task of mine..
You taught me the lessons of life..
You warned me of possible dangers to me..
I realized my mistake but it was already too late..
Neither there is time nor any fate..
I will stand by you with a smiling face..
Ma dont be sad, we win the race..
I won your heart and you won mine..
Thank you God for making you mine..
If ever I get a human birth again..
I would want to be your daughter again..

Baat pate ki

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